It breaks him and he gets dangerous, even to the rest of us. [Beelzebub sometimes had to be the one to block his rage when it wound up. However, it was his duty and he had learned ways to navigate that anger.]
He carries the burdens of an entire universe. [Beelzebub sighed heavily.]
After the Fall, I was the one who encouraged him to be our leader. I didn't think anyone else could do it. I still don't think anyone else, even God, could maintain the order and hope in Chaos. I've known him since I was created. Lucifer was the first being I saw, even before God or the other angels. [Beelzebub shrugs again.] I've thought sometimes that he might have even helped create some of us.
I regret watching him suffer, because I asked him to take up the crown. I'm surprised all the time that he isn't a killing machine or a raving lunatic. [The things that Lucifer beared seemed unbearable. It was like standing in a typhoon and not being moved by anything.] I've never seen him back down nor give in, even in when the whole of Heaven and God bore down upon him he stood his ground.
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He carries the burdens of an entire universe. [Beelzebub sighed heavily.]
After the Fall, I was the one who encouraged him to be our leader. I didn't think anyone else could do it. I still don't think anyone else, even God, could maintain the order and hope in Chaos. I've known him since I was created. Lucifer was the first being I saw, even before God or the other angels. [Beelzebub shrugs again.] I've thought sometimes that he might have even helped create some of us.
I regret watching him suffer, because I asked him to take up the crown. I'm surprised all the time that he isn't a killing machine or a raving lunatic. [The things that Lucifer beared seemed unbearable. It was like standing in a typhoon and not being moved by anything.] I've never seen him back down nor give in, even in when the whole of Heaven and God bore down upon him he stood his ground.